last summer while walking the shops on 4th street in loveland...we went into a shop that sold glass items....mary collects blue glass and hanging in the shop was a blue glass heart...
we didn't buy it that day...but for some reason...it stayed on my mind....
as the summer turned to fall...the image of that heart...continued to bounce around in my mind...changing from an image to words...
this christmas...i bought the blue glass heart....for mary...
it wasn't expensive...as expensive goes....but...
it is ...something special...
this is where...
my blue, blue heart comes from...
it isn't finished...
i'm not sure when it will be finished...
i don't really plan words...
they just happen....
if you know me...at all...
you know...
i never stop thinking....my mind never really rests...if i am awake....i am thinking...whether consciously or sub-consciously...
in the past....in many instances....
thoughts turned to words and just spilled out of my mouth..
most times without filter...
more often than not...
this was not a good thing...
it's been a few years now...since i've written...
mostly, i no longer just think it and say it..
now...there is a bit of filter...
but some things never change...i still have an odd sense of humor...words still find beauty for me...and ...i probably care less now that i ever have...when it comes to what people in general think about what i've written or shared....
so if you're reading this...sometimes you might find it interesting...sometimes you might be offended...most times....though...it will probably just bore the living hell out of you...
but then again...
it's not here for you...it's just here for you to read...should you chose...
then as now...
music plays an important part...of my daily life...
so...most times when i write...i will also share...what i'm listening to....
tonight..it's ...
"in the deep" by bird york...
"life keeps tumbling your heart in circles...
til you...let go"
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